Going

I have realised I could go to Colorado sooner than I expected, as there really are good paying nanny jobs out there.

With a savings goal of 10 thousand, it would take at least 18 months; less with a second income.

My associate's will take about 18 months going almost full-time

But here's the thing: I want to volunteer with CASA, which asks for a 2 year commitment

And it requires a CA DL. I already tried changing my car title. . .but it will require another trip to CO. I need to find out if I can get a CO title with a CA license.

Gahhhhh it's so hard having my heart in one state but being productively stuck in another.

One thing's for sure. . .there is a lot of trouble here. Not that it is not in CO.

Kryptonite.

Achilles' heel. . .

Whatever you want to call it

There's a complete loss of power.

So what? we like it. . .it's in being puppets that I (we?) feel most real.

and all I ever wanted was to be real.