Today is one of those days where I battle my insecurities all day. One of those days when I feel so alone. Maybe if I had him to hold me right now, I could say some of what is going on. But on the phone I can't say anything. Too scared. Maybe I'm fooling myself to think it will just come out in person. How do you get to the point where you can say the things that are upsetting you, that are controlling you? My difficulty trusting isn't because he doesn't deserve it; rather, it's because I just have a problem.
I don't even know what to do, other than to force what I can out. . .but how much will that be?
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i know this one so very well. i feel like this is something i might have written :/
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