quiet

penned 4 December 2008, 12:12

I just walked outside. It's 16 degrees with a 'feels like' of 8 degrees. It's snowing, and it is SO quiet. I have never seen such quiet weather! No birds chirping or squacking, no wind through the forest, no squirrels chattering, no kids playing, or dogs barking. Very few cars drive by, probably because driving in snow when there's already 3 inches on the ground isn't exactly the best thing. Jay also told me snow absorbs a lot of sound. It's really eerie. I want to go outside and hear the nothingness and think. Maybe I will. Heck, I can post a blog from my phone, so if I feel so inclined, I will continue.


I'm really lonely. I'm already thinking about moving again. . .not now or anything. Maybe I'll just meet more people out here and I'll want to stay. As much as I hate CA, and the people, there are some people there that I really really miss. I don't know why I want to go. . . I don't know if that's what God has for me. I know it's not time yet, so I'll just wait and see.


So. . .don't take this as 'I'm moving back' because: 1) I don't know if I am 2) If I am, it will still be a long time 3) I don't know where I would move to.