It seems I can't figure out the balance in my life. Life moves so fast, and I don't just want to get sucked into the hurry. I want to cherish my time, my family, and my friends.
But right now I'm so dizzy. Contemplating a career is crazy. I'm 20, and if this is the avenue I'm to take in my life, I can't help but wonder if I just wasted the past few years. I could be graduating in the next year, but instead I decided to go another direction. I feel so old, so useless. I thought that for the past TEN YEARS my life was being shaped into what it needed to be to go down Avenue A, but now I'm not sure if that is being taken from me and if I need this Plan B.
How sad. I'm settling. This cynic doesn't believe that there can be such dreams anymore. My dreams have been stolen, and I have only nightmares now.
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