I'm not sure how I go from what I felt last night (see below, "Moonlight") to what I feel tonight.
I feel apathetic, and as if there is no life in me.
I am definitely contemplating hiding for a while.
In some ways I miss him. But I'm also so afraid of him, and unwilling to just give myself to someone. I can't get my mind out of my friendships, and sometimes I just want to enjoy my friends, not worry about if I can trust them.
I want to tell my friends the secret to getting me to open up. But I'm afraid to
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