Your Way

Suddenly I'm not ready for this.

Just have to remind myself, the decision wasn't made for me.

I don't want to go, but I didn't make the choice to serve me. God's not doing this to take from me. Maybe now it feels like taking, but ultimately, it's in his grace that he is giving me whatever it is that he is giving me. Oh, I know I will need constant reminders, otherwise, self-pity will keep forcing itself in.

I was going to finish there, but then I realised what song is playing now and what my title will be.

I'm trying to believe that you're holding me
When the feeling, the feeling is gone
I want to see your right when I'm wrong
I just want to be what you want for me this time

I'll follow you
Will you guide me
Take me where I'm never lonely
I'll follow you
Will you guide me
I want to live my life your way
Your way

I'm trying to receive what you've offered me
When the leading, the leading is gone
I want to see your light tear through the blanket of night
I just want to be what you want for me all the time

Trust in you my father
You're the one I see
You're my air and water
You're everything I need
And I hear you inside of me

--Adie Camp, Your Way