Keep a Quiet Heart

I asked for 1 week. Such a big decision. Lord, help!
I swear sometimes that's all I can pray. Sometimes I have no words except those two.

I'm afraid to make the wrong decision. I've been so unfaithful. . .what if my flesh is louder than his whisper?

I feel as if He just said Keep a Quiet Heart. I just read a book called that by Elisabeth Elliot.
That's what I shall change the title to.

This is such a hard decision. It was easier before, but now either way it will hurt. And either way it will be sweet. I think I'm going to go walk down to the playground and cry out to Him. And literally cry.