Times are Changin'

It seems strange, and I need to figure this out.

I got my braces off yesterday. . .I was anxious to get them off--my teeth aren't quite straight, but I have a special retainer on the bottom to help finish them up. I got them off so quick because I told Dr. Hennes that I may be moving to Colorado. I am staying at my current job for at least another week. Good thing, I will earn some extra money. I should probably get a AAA membership of something, as a safety net for my journey.

I'm upset about some things that have been said to me. I begin to think I am doing better with seeking the Lord in my life and then someone tells me I am merely being selfish and that if I really prayed, I would get a different answer. They could be right but what bothers me is that they seem to always "know" what God wants for MY life.

True, I make a lot of mistakes. Some of my mistakes have really cost me. I had to leave A/V for 4 months when I wasn't seeking God in the least. I lost friendships. I scarred myself and others. I was a bad witness. I'm finding restoration, but things aren't what they were. Maybe in some ways it is better--I hope that I have matured. I hope that I am pleasing God with my life.